Saturday, January 20, 2007

no more entry in this place

dont talk about me in one whole group and make assumptions.



Thursday, January 18, 2007

today is the worst day. the most unhappy day.
for me i thought what i did is because of care. but in fact it is irritating.

sorry



Wednesday, January 17, 2007

it is really time to lower expectation. give myself a breaaak.

ah...ah shao ye so cute so sweet!
punch chest point you.

high expectation leads to a greater fall. dont feel like expecting much nowadays because in return it is always disappointment. but is ok. everything still lies in my cosine graph.

surprisingly i m still not used to school life. although i love to see my dears. but something is just missing. school makes me think a lot. not academic stuff. hmmmm. must get into the working mode as soon as possible i know.

something is really lacking in my life. what's that i dont know.

my phone is always dead. sometimes a simple sms will show simple care. i need honesty too.

are you willing to give up or are you willing to give in?



Sunday, January 14, 2007

something is very wrong now. even if i m not doing anything, i will still be sitting in front of my computer, just stare hard at the screen. cannot remember how is it like when there is no computer at home.
i used to go out every weekend,feel very 'fulfilling'. limited time to do work,but i was happy. somehow i miss those times when we cherish our weekends. my weekends had gone to waste.
suddenly thought of hanging out at bedok everyday after school. i m always full of energy to hang out with people i like.

my plan now is to make full use of my weekends. play hard, work hard. i get happy very easily.
hope the rainy season will be over soon. i want to go beaches with my mao and cute! blading with my isomers. love them all!

:D ping i love you!!!

rome sent me a 4E1 contact list. my index number was 8! brought back a lot of memories. and kanghong's name is there too. how i hope i can go back to sec school days.

dont talk to me about money. i m not interested for now. cant you see i m very unhappy with you? want to borrow money from bank? ask the bank for info not me. how irritating and naive can someone gets? of course i know what you want. but dont get it from me.

i know he is good to me and of couse i know it well. even if i m biased,i m happy with it. i m not a 3year old kid anymore. i m happy with my boy ok?

sorry i m being nasty again. ignore you ignore me.



Friday, January 12, 2007

the girl you are looking at is my sister. kid! dont you remember?



Thursday, January 11, 2007

we have a new teacher for 4D. a friendly old lady who looks like our granny. feel quite lucky to have her as our teacher. hope i wont fall asleep in 4D class again.

talk about some normal things. weather is bad nowadays so everyone take care ok? drink more water and sleep more. sleep is very important. you need 12 hours (or more) of sleep everyday,hmmm dont know is it true for other people,but to me ya i need alot of sleep.

can be better. want to be better.

reading this book that i bought. very meaningful and somehow it teaches me alot. i m learning.

i have to say...i m not pessimistic. i think alot but not all are unhappy stuff.

回来了,累死了.
埋怨多多,凡是人都会是这样吗?
我埋怨假期没事做,开学又太忙. 反省一下,觉得自己很无聊.
到底我们想要些什么? 可能我也不知道. 只懂得一直往前走.
不可以停留,也不可以回头看.

boyfriend/girlfriend is not a job. there's nothing as part timer or full timer.

千金娃娃 和 小凤妹妹. 两个一样的可怜.

i miss shao ye



Monday, January 08, 2007

pain everywhere.
appreciate or leave it.
inside me, dead.

finally i know that i m not important at all. AT ALL.
how sad. right?
feel really sad. when i tried my best to change myself,people take things for granted. most of the people. i deserve all that?

never take things for granted. at least i wont.