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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
another day at work. met some er er ppl that i dun wanna see. not a high day. lots of thots cuming into my mind. thinking of things that i shldnt haf been thinking. i can feel the change in me now. i used to care alot for anything,but now i started to heck care. i wont take initiative in anything now. i m becoming lazy. i let fate decide for me. i really started to believe in that. see how i wanted something last time,but nth ever appear for me. n now when i totally give up,it start to appear by itself. i dont feel happy,cos i dunno when it will disappear again. dont put much hope on things that fate decides.
thanx my cis for this job,can earn money plus spend my time usefully... i dun wanna think bout stupid things again. i hope cis wont think too much too. :) smile k my dear da bian ger... :D
da mao blogged at 11:27 PM
Saturday, November 26, 2005
i m afraid of guys. shldnt be using the word "hate". ok...i dislike most of e guys. but i m still straight. just that i still have not found e rite one. so dun worry bout me. i want to be single. feel so free without guys! heh heh...
i m startin work tml. with my beloved cis. money money i nid money! bought e dress n shoes for prom... now i m broke! i really nid money! hope... everythin will go smoothly tml. :)
things that i want for xmas....
1.stil that big big man bag
2.adidas jacket
3.mp3 player
4.jeans
sleep... i nid to sleep... nitez everyone!
da mao blogged at 2:10 PM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
today is a wonderful day. with lots of wonderful things happening to me. i m really so happy now. i hope everyday these things will happen to me. lots of people chat with me today. had lots of stupid jokes to say n laugh at. how i hope i will be so happy everyday. mummy is rite,people suffer alot under moodswing. and i m one of those ppl. hard to change but i will try.
i m waiting for miracles to happen. sometimes, everythin is arranged nicely for u. so let fate decide everythin. let's sit here n wait for things to happen. i m nt a good person.i noe it myself. i m too stubborn n mayb straight forward? n easily irritated. i m reali not a good person. if u cant stand me,pls tell me. cos i cant stand myself.
few more hours later is our last paper. physic p5. hope tis is e last time steppin in e hall to take exams. tml... last day. haiz... sad n happy. btw...it is time to dye my hair le! wooo hoo.......
i look like her rite?
da mao blogged at 5:22 PM
last paper to go everyone! let's jia you together! hope tis will be e last time taking exams in srjc hall. i dun wanna see tt stupid hall again!
da mao blogged at 10:12 AM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
i haf been wanting to go to zoo. and today FINALLY,i got e chance to go with my class ppl. BUT it is a total mess. dont wanna say why. but it is a TOTAL MESS. mayb if i were to go there last time,i might b happier.
when i cum to think of those things last time,i will feel so... argh!!! i dont know how can i turn back. i have nv been so 'argh' b4. reali cant help it. life is so much better that time. fate decide all. it decide to make us feel miserable for so long. mayb even till now. wrong way wrong path. all we can say is... haiz let it be.. tt's fate...
but at least,i have it b4. i m still a lucky ger. i will nv nv nv forget.
u muz be happy. there is still 'forever'.
wo hen xiang shuo wo hen xiang ni leh...
da mao blogged at 2:26 PM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
2005 is a horrible year. stupid A lvl n things like that. but it will be over soon...i hope... i dun wanna step into this stupid school to look at stupid ppl starin at me wif that stupid face. i m a human as u can see,not an alien. so what's there to look at? what r these ppl thinkin? please JC1s... grow up! nv see da jie jie n da ge ge b4? look at ur lecture notes or results instead.
sometimes i really feel like going up and ask them "what is so good for u to look at?". i really dont understand,enlighten me pls. btw if u wanna ask me who r those ppl, i can tel u.wanna see me cry? or wanna see me gt myself a new bf? dear boys and gers,i m happy wif my life now. it is u all that make my life abit miserable. i got lots of good frens n a good family,what else can i ask for? i dun wan to get myself a bf. no one is serious nowadays. e most a relationship for youngsters can only last for 1 yr plus. i noe i m being extreme but is true. esp for ppl in jc,when they leave tt sch,they will forget each other. m i rite to say tt? that's wad phillip tan say.
in e future when u look back,u will find urself stupid. n i already felt that way now. many things i reali regret that i haf nv ever say or do. n it is all too late. that's fate. but some things,it is better to leave it e way it is. i m happy enuff now.
i have my mum n sis,i have my isomers,i have a big bad wolf for me to bully,i have many frens who care for me,i have someone who make me happy wif his smile.nth more i can ask for le. i m lucky. :) after i leave sr,life'll be wonderful!
at mount faber
A xmas tree on mount Faber --->
da mao blogged at 3:05 PM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
he is perfect.
he is everythin.
:)
i regret makin e wrong choice.
but is fate.
e greatest happiness is to see u happy.
da mao blogged at 6:12 PM
it is somehow over. 1st of day of relaxing,was plannin to go swimmin wif ping. but as u all noe,i m e rainy doll. it rain again. shit..... after tt went to parkway to buy my prom nite dress. finally i found one tt i like. i m so happy!
when u think more,u will fall deeper. i think i m fallin deep deep deep.
24th officially e last day.
ru guo ni bu qu xiang,ni jiu bu hui pa le.
da mao blogged at 3:38 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
1. jay chou's new album
2. tt big sling bag at bugis
3. go sentosa wif all isomers
4. eat! subway... sushi... hk cafe
5. hk!!!
6. happiness n no stress
7. stone at china sqaure tt area
taken using my camera phone. 
tt fat cat outside my hse.
da mao blogged at 5:59 PM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
jay chou's new album is out finally
da mao blogged at 8:23 PM