Friday, July 15, 2005
today after sch went for joggin. 1st time run slowly n able to rub 6 rounds. altho gt stop to rest,but is kind of achievement to mi. cos runnin to mi is like killin mi. dun like to run cos i gt no stamina. :( but today quite discipline,force myself to run. plus e motivations from my frens (some cis n chiral carbon or benzene ring???) . next week muz run 8 rounds!!! jia you jia you!!
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again i went hm alone. dun reali like to take e bus at 'cheers' tt side. i dunno y juz cant stop myself from thinkin. tried to read a book when i gt on bus. but i stil think of him. today quite bad ba when i saw him. was walkin to study area n saw him at canteen. saw him wif his grp of frens. n e situation is like,we r totally strangers. rmb how close we were last time. n now everythin turns to b like tt. erm...but no use thinkin bout it le. once i fall aslp,everythin is forgotten again. sometimes reali muz learn to take things easily. i start to like myself again. e cheerful trans.
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heard tt my cis was bullied by netball ppl. argh... but sometimes ppl reali dunno wad they r doin ba. nv see e whole picture of somethin. in a team, players muz b united n noe each other well. but tis yr,they r juz so disorganise. juz anyhow mix. everyone wans to win,but they without plans, how to win? n ended up everyone is blamin each other. saw how my fren suffer cos of tis. human r all like tt? juz wanna complain to make them feel better? haha... sometimes mi oso like tt. tt's bad!! juz wanna tel cis... cheer up!!! no matter wad... trans is always here for u. dun b angry cos of tis things. everythin will b ok after few days. dun waste energy k? b happy... feel so terrible when i m sad. so dun wanna see others b like mi. jia you oh....
da mao blogged at 11:59 AM