today is a long day for mi. went to sch for maths n chem re test. had a bad start cos of e weather again. but nvm... finally is over... haiz... regret for nt studyin hard for my chem test n got a stupid big F grade for it. haiyo... all memory work but i stil can fail e test. ok is ok... next time muz study hard le... no matter wad juz dun let anythin affect mi...

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but actualli stil quite happy. sometimes a smile reali can brighten a dull day. ur smile makes my day. i m easily satisfied.

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today i haf made a big decision for my life. i choose to becum a vegetarian,from now onwards,no meat for mi. reason is simple,a healthy lifestyle n wanna b a better person. reali wan to take thing easily n see it in a different way. dun wanna hate or blame easily. muz control my temper n my attitude. wanna b like my mum,cheerful n lame. opps.. haha....

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i m determined to study hard now. suddenly feel so motivated n found tt i haf actualli spent lots of time on other things. dun wanna waste it anymore. time wont wait for mi. i MUZ get gd results for my A lvl,n after tt,find a job n help to support my family. sometimes is so hurtin to see my parents workin so hard for tis family n for my studies. i cant waste it. muz put other things aside. once my fren said tis to mi "if he is yours,he will go back to u". ya,he is rite. but too bad he dun meant to b mine. i hope e feelin inside mi is fading,no point gettin upset cos of someone who dun love mi. haiz... life is like tt.muz face all kinds of challenges n failure. but u muz get up n stand on your feet again to face more challenges. i m tryin now. i cant let u all down again my dear cis.

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get up.wake up.

e world is stil moving,no one will ever stop for u.

da mao blogged at 2:28 PM