Saturday, August 13, 2005

i m stil feelin sad when i type tis entry.
i noe it is disappointin. ya... i cried again n again.
feel so helpless n i noe e onli hlp i can get is from myself.
i m tryin hard... reali...
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thanx alot to ppl ard mi... my mum sis n cis n everyone. i noe i caused so much of unhappiness. my tears will onli bring u all sorrow. i miss e old mi. i noe i haf changed cos of wad happen. haiz... i m useless. eveytime i saw her in sch,i feel tt i m so 'tiny'... i feel so tired. when can tis feelin disappear? my bday is cumin... can i reali enjoy my bday? i m reali tryin hard le... all tis while,i haf been spendin my time like tis,i feel sick of it. reali sick. wad exactly haf happen to mi?