Friday, August 05, 2005

wad happen tis week shocked mi. my class ppl, n some monkeys.
sch sux recently. cos of some monkeys. a whole bunch of monkeys n beast. ya. beast is e most suitable description for them. like to look at pretty gers, without realisin e cruel fact tt they r nt up to e standard of flirtin. look at e mirror n do some reflections. looks is so impt nowadays.
izit true tt JC is filled wif childish guys? from wad i see,is 70% true. at least my poly frens r nt like tt. shld haf went to poly n avoid gettin hurt in e JC. but no matter wad it is all history n i m forgettin. reali see thru some ppl. utterly disappointed.
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did some reflections again. realise tt i brought everythin upon myself. sadness n anger. tellin myself to let go but stil clinging on to it. i m giving myself time. til my bday. i promise myself to live better after my bday. but e wound is there forever. hope tt i wont b so stupid n step into it again.
xiufen said:"u can affect urself to b happy"
Victor said:"no matter wad u stil gt me n jk"
haiz... thanx alot... suddenly realise tt i made another wrong choice 3 yrs ago.
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TO CIS:
u gt gd taste. penguin is so helpful n man. he hlp mi take volt meter today! i was so shocked! haha... n he is sittin rite in front of mi. haiz... when will i get e same taste as u? i wan a nice guy too!!
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TO everyone who cares:
i dun wanna disappoint u all le. i m sorry. i step into it again. but manage to wake up today. hope i will continue to b awake. few more months i will b out of tis sucky place.
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GHOST FESTIVAL!!! believe in retribution? if yes pls b careful of wad u do.