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Friday, September 30, 2005
gt nth better to do,so i took out some things tt i wrote last time. erm... bout 2 or 3 yrs ago. miss those sec sch days. found tt i m actualli feelin unhappy tt time,but compared to now,it is reali nth. n i can feel how naive i were last time. feelin upset bout small small things. n i wrote down things tt impt ppl said. is funny when i read it after 2,3 yrs. many things tt i haf forgotten. n many ppl who r in my life. everyone changed. once i was so concern bout someone,but he juz take mi for granted. n nw he cum back again,onli when he's feelin lonely. i treat him as my best fren,but for him,frens r nt defined tt way. but is ok. he might changed one day.
found a note bk tt i brought back to hk last yr.used to write down things tt he said to me. i can say both of us r so cute last time. i wait for his call everyday,juz to haf a 3 mins chat. everyone think tt we r so sweet. ya.. at tt time. ppl changed. but i m feelin ok when i read thru all tt again. he dunno tt i wrote down everythin he said. but nvm... i m ok...
tis might b e worst yr i had in tis 19 yrs. mayb to some ppl too. but it is juz a sign showin tt a better yr is cuming ahead. we haf no choice but to look forward. if we stick to being depressed over things,we cant get anywhere. depression is reali a scary thing. mental illness? i tried to hlp my fren sufferin from tt,but haha... no use. surprisingly after some scoldin, miracle happen. he recovered. so if u find urself feeelin sad,find ppl to scold u. it works.
" when u find that everythin is going against u, rmb, e airplane takes off against e wind,nt wif it."
da mao blogged at 2:33 PM