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Monday, January 02, 2006
thanks for people who noticed that i m in bad mood this few days. for those who know me well,i dont like to talk about my problem,n the most i will type it here. sometimes all i need is abit more care from people that r close to me. seriously i cant feel it. i didnt ask much. maybe a sms or a call will do. (btw,i wrote... 'close ones'. not any unrelated jerks) i dont know how to show anger or unhappiness in front of people. i only know how to vent it out here. that's the problem of the intensive use of computer. n that's the main reason why i m always unhappy when i m using my computer for more than dunno how many hours.
yday i dreamt of the same thing again. when i wake up,i know that nothing has changed. it is still me. it is still the same situation. no matter how long or short i slp, i m still tired. cos i keep dreaming of useless things. so i m still tired now. tired of everything. if can,i hope that i can sleep for 24hrs everyday, never wake up...
again,i hope that no one will ever post any comments(about my mood or my entries) on my tag board. i wld like to see happy things posted there n not assumptions or things like that. advices i have heard alot. i dont think i need it.
da mao blogged at 11:50 PM