Saturday, January 28, 2006
if i m not wrong,today is chu xi. but i m all alone at home! sis went out,mum went for work. friends eating reunion dinner with their family. haiz.what i m saying now dont refer to just one person. so dont think so much. i saw how people pretend that they are your friend. but their real motive is to get some things from u. it is not wrong to choose friends who will give u benefits. but somehow it made me disappointed. i tried to accept,but not every1 saw that. and after all effort,people wont see it. if u hope for friends who will tell u everything,then i think u shld tell them your things too. so tired after all those things. but luckily there's still some cis trans there to chat with me. plus someone. someone who accompanied me for the whole nite. chatted with me about future. ok.this someone is not the one u all r thinking.no one know who he is,n he is just a normal fren. all i want is a simple life. i envy his life. carefree. simple. lovely. happy. izit becos of age? or character? if i can choose,i hope i can be a guy. a guy like him. dont think so much. i only like him as a fren.btw. i wanna repeat this. no comments from unrelated people. i dun wanna hear ur comments.
da mao blogged at 9:48 PM