Monday, January 30, 2006
when i treat u as a fren,i hope that u treat me as one too. but now,i found out that u take me as a threat to u. i saw u looking at me that way many times. i was puzzled,i dont understand what that means. now i know. quite happy this few boring days. night is the only time that i will feel happy. heeheehee... i found the life i want. aiming for that. and giving up what i m having now. i want to take bus for this period of time. car or whatever dont matters. and i want to wander around. not to sit somewhere and wait for dont know what to appear. i want people to accompany me,not leaving me aside and do their own things. i want a clear life,with most of things planned when going out. not deciding only at that point of time when i m already outside. i want to be there for that person,but i hope that the person will be there for me too. i hope that the person have same hobbies as me,and not lying about " oh..i oso like this" in the 1st place. after some time,everyone can see that it is only a lie. i want to share the same aim as that person. dont force me to do anything that i dont like. when there's a need for u to force me,then i dont think there's a reason to continue anything. and dont ask me why. if i know,i will surely tell u without having u asking.so yup,that's what i aimed for. :D not containing any 'feminism' right?
da mao blogged at 12:23 AM