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Friday, January 27, 2006
got to blog what happen today n yday. i m totally utterly disappointed with people. when u tried to organise outing,it is sure that people grumble cause of the location or time. ok. it is fine if u want to tell me nicely. but please dont let me sense your unhappiness. i tried my very best to make everything nicely for u people. now blames goes to me again. dont let me feel that i m a slave or what. everytime, it is only those few of us planning outing. n the few of us wont ever complain about others plans. know why? cause they understand how hard it is to please everyone. so if u are unhappy and feel irritated by my plans,then please organise it yourslf. i m also affected by it. if u dont treat me as fren,then ok fine. forget it. when she is unhappy,she can say she not joining us. u think that i m happy? i believe in GIVE N TAKE. if u want us to treat u that way,then continue. if not,please reflect on yourslf. i dont hope for this to happen. and i keep it for damn long. please understand me. satisfy everyone is difficult. but at least understand my effort. she is strong and she can do all these. so i can too. i change cause i dont wanna put anyone in such situation. now? maybe i shld change back to what i m? ya i shld. i m strong too. please be polite. i will treat u nicely. dont make me hate anyone. forgiving is not so easy when things are too over-the-limit. and finally it is over. unrelated people please dont give comments. thanks.
another thing is. when u promise me something,please make sure u can fulfill the promise. again n again u break your promise. once again,i want to remind u that i m not a slave. i m a human. normal human with heart. i can feel. i can sense. i can tolerate to an extent. dont make it happen next time. i will burst. i promise i will.
got my pay and bought my mummy lots of things. spend over $100 on my mummy n sis. but i m so happy. cos they are the people who really care about how i feel. cis trans too. but not every1 of them. i m sad. shldnt have hide it. sorry for affecting others. accept my apology.
da mao blogged at 9:16 PM