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Thursday, February 02, 2006
adeline n fen are joking about me having an oral presentation on "10 reasons why i must leave". actually,the 1st reason is enough to explain. i m not happy. this is a selfish reason. but i know that i m forcing myself for that period of time. in front of him,i m not myself. when things got to be forced,no one will be happy. he know that i think. i cant see the importance of me to him. life is so complicated then. i just want a person to accompany me like normal couples. he did no wrong,but is just that the difference is too big. but... i feel guilty now. for what right... aiya i dont know. anyway,i m not important to him. i need a little bit more of care,but he cant give me any. hmm... that's the reason.
dont need to console me. because i m alright. and i know this is better for me. for him too. i m not his cup of tea. no use forcing. although he didnt say so. of all the isomers,i think i m the only one who is xiao nu ren. mayb is really time for me to speak up for myself. CW,i m not a feminist, yet. haha.
this few days seems to be so long. that feeling is stil here. whenever i think of outing without jm,haiz. ok shldnt say that anymore. hee hor is with me! shall take good care of him!! oops. i said that so many times.
da mao blogged at 10:14 PM