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Saturday, February 04, 2006
i feel so free now. so weird right? that i feel nothing after telling him. honestly,this is my 1st time initiating such thing. mayb is also the 1st time that i m doing things for myself in relationship. really feel so much lighter now. for this short period of time,i was always waiting for his call. not that i miss him ALOT. but is like standing by that he will meet me suddenly. when he called,i will wait for him to come. really like an idiot. the reason why i did that is not cos i love him alot,but just dont want him to be unhappy. but i m unhappy.
i know in the future,the right one will not do this to me. Fen say the right one for me seems to be quite near. but i wont dare to accept any guys now. so afraid to be tied up by people,or me tie him up? now i know what is the criteria for the right one. he must get along well with my family (of cos) n cis trans. and of cos,love me. :D
da mao blogged at 10:41 PM