Sunday, February 12, 2006
firstly,i dont need any comments from unrelated people. was looking forward to today,meeting up with the isomers. ya it was a happy day. but we chat about A lvl. it spoil everyone's mood. no confidence and things like that. it is not only about that. life seems to change so much after graduating. entering to a working society is another cause. fake people everywhere. and stupid us do not know how to deal with them. the only thing that can make me happy is to go out have a walk. remember that in the past,i always feel that if i put in effort in something,i will get it. but now,i realise that it is not. like A lvls,i've put in my very best. but? so lost now. all the others feel the same way. i dont really want to affect them. saw how upset they are. haiz. what's going on? chat with mark. he is always so cheerful and happy. although he has to go through hell in thai. haiz. when can i learn from him? i m just so pessimistic. something is missing in my life. and i still cant find what is it. so lost when u dont know where u are heading to.
da mao blogged at 2:08 AM