Friday, April 14, 2006
many friends who are younger than me are telling me that their life is sianz. when school reopen,they told me that they are feeling sianz because of school. school work and stress. when they are having school holidays,they told me that they feel sianz (again) because holidays is too long,nothing to do. and when school reopen (again), they say that they are so sianz (again again) because school starts le. another case is that people complain about their school or living environment. competitive and things like that. is not only here that is competitive, it is everywhere. if you dont work hard,do u expect everything to fall from the sky? competitive is not completely a bad thing as most people think. if not,many people will be slacking all the way,and complaining that life is sianz (again again again). some not so close friends suddenly appear and tell me that life is sianz. they want me to suggest some things for them to do. oh another thing is some guy friends are complaining about ns life. not about how tough it is. but about NO GIRLS. wahaha! so i told them to bring photos of girl and look at it every night before they sleep. no girls. no holidays. no school. no work. too much stress. too much holidays. too much competition. they are unhappy with everything. and they are thinking this way everytime! dont want to be too nasty. i answered everything with 'haha' . but i really think is ridiculous. why most guys cant survive without seeing girls? si se gui. jerks. idiots. (i m saying most. not all. dont complain) next time will hear them telling everyone that their gf is ugly or whatever. and other girls are better.ok. go for other girls,if u can. if life here is so bad,then you think life in other countries are better? if dont want to accept opinions,then why ask? this is something i really dont understand. when people are popular,they feel that everyone if fake. when people are not,they feel that no one cares for them. so what will make them satisfied? always expecting things from others. but when they are good to them,they dont appreciate it. do some reflections. stubborn people get nothing. why are all the people avoiding you? ever think of an answer? wo bu shi xin li yi sheng. i m just someone who is not perfect and nasty to most guys. if u dont help yourself,no one is going to help you. no matter how much time and strength i wasted,it is because i still treat you as my friend. life is not that simple,also not that complicated. but there's no textbook teaching you how to be a happy person. no teachers can tell you the exact answer. and it is not me who think alot now. u can think,but pull yourself out when you are thinking of bad things. at least i m not suffering from depression. i m lucky. ya if u dun help yourself,you are digging your own grave cos no one will be able to save u. i know i m bad. i dont trust people easily. and i think too much. things cant be change easily. let this be a warning? i m not perfect. dont like me just dont read what i type here. i m a boring person. but i love my life. i love to stone. if u ask me what to do so that life wont be sianz. just stone like me. appreciate the art of silence. hahaha. shopping/movie/clubbing etc sounds boring and too noisy for me. ok. the end of nagging. i m honest. ru guo wo de zui ni,ooops,bu hao yi si. :)
da mao blogged at 12:21 AM