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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
why are we unhappy sometimes,it is because of what we are thinking. but it is not possible to control it totally,or even knowing that you are actually thinking about it. there's something in my mind that is controlling me. it is hard to get rid of because i myself dont know that it exist. that something always telling me that i m not a happy person. and i wont be happy because i lost someone. that's how that something want me to think. what i want to do is to get rid of something. and change everything. er... complicated entry. nevermind.
i used to type alot about the happy times i spent with him in the past. but looking back now,i sounds stupid. hmm... because it is stupid to tell everyone everything when it is something between me and him. to many people,i m really happy at that time. but i've already forgotten about the character i m in the past. i m me now. a careful someone who think toooooo much. but i know. the right one will slowly change me into someone i like again. and i want to stay happy with the right one.
love is not about selfishness. not about expecting things. not about jealousy.
i found someone who is almost perfect in my eyes. or may be when u love someone,you wont look at his negative side. or is because we are alike in the way we think about things. or may be......i m thinking too much now. but no matter what,i know i will be happier than last time. ok dont compare. but i will be happy. he is not jm's brother in my eyes anymore. sounds childish to say this,but i hope,it wil be forever.
i m too serious in everythin.
da mao blogged at 1:06 AM