Tuesday, May 09, 2006

i was typing half way and reading cw's blog. and my computer hang. maybe because of cw's chinese entry? haha.

went out with cis and fen yesterday. bought a new pair of shoes! nice and within my budget. so happy for myself. really cant buy shoes without fen and cis. because i have no fashion sense for shoes. :D love the girls so much.

ya cis. i will remember what u said de. i remember myself taking a different bus to school every morning,just to avoid the 81 bus stop. wait for cis every morning at the other bus stop because i m afraid to be alone. the feeling when i m alone is like the whole world is left with only me me and me. no one is there. sky is so dull.anytime i will jsut break down and cry. but in fact,many people are there for me. i know it but didnt accept the fact. when i was alone,i will call my mum or cis. cant follow cis home everyday after school,so i walk to hougang with her. and take train home. it sounds stupid. and sometimes,cis will chat with me at the mrt station,afraid that i will think too much. i really took up alot of her time. saying all these not because i want to blame anyone or myself. but reminding me of the happiness now. and how much cis did to help me. should thank everyone who helped me,including him. i m really lucky. just a sms,u all will be there for me. i will think of what happen last time,but more of what u all did to help me. :D

as the dont believe in men so much,ya i know. i m not a feminist. just that i believe that no matter how good is a guy,he will also have another or more girls in his mind. that's guys right? not like us. we only think with our mind. no offence. but i know who can be trust. and i can forgive. once or twice is ok ba i think.

GE is over. sometimes dont understand the things said. especially about the ungrading queue. does that means that the area won by the opposition wont get to upgrade? and the area will be left ulu? then what it is called fair? they said things about being united,but they are doing all these to get rid of the opposition? they said things about fighting the voters back. but the more they do,the more i feel that they are not as good. dont really understand politics but find this very contradicting. for the residents,or singaporeans,so should be regardless of any parties,and should give the people the best right?