Sunday, May 07, 2006

tuition again. tell u what,boys are dirty. had some bad experiences these 2 days. 1st boy took off his shorts in front of me for no reason. and he loves to dig his nose. got to stop him every 5mins. everytime when i ask him to do maths,he will use his pencil to draw on his shirt. 2nd boy is that attitude boy boy. got scolded again by me and his grandma today. he coughed without covering his mouth. and u should know what came out of his mouth. dont dare to touch his books again. another boy who cant sit still.

it is already May May May now. 1 year ago. where bad things start to happen. look on the bright side,bad things happen last time means good things are coming to me now. i know i know. if i still remember and care about the past,i will not be happy. ya i know i know. it is my character and may be such things are bad enough to leave a big impact on me? but i really know it dont affect me much anymore. sometimes will just think about it. no harm done. love is just opposite of hate. but do u remember how happy u are when u love someone? and how painful it is to hate someone? i remember. i know that i m lucky now. to u i m foolish. people feel that i was cheated. everyone has time where they cant think properly. the most important thing is to wake up. wake up face a new day. i want to see u happy. like last time.

i told myself,the ways that i can make myself happy. walking along clarke quay. eat my favourite food at chinatown. stop listening to that song by Twins. and sentosa. the beach. quiet moments. it sounds so easy. ya it is sooooo easy. i miss those times where i will just get so satisfied with my life,after going to these places. everything seems to be so good. i really love it so much. but i get so scared of it now. dont understand me? i dont understand it too. looking forward to national day. i want to see fireworks again. watch about 10times last year,all when i m not feeling good. i dont want it to happen again this year. fireworks is mei li but duan zhan.

this is another messy entry. not wanting to type long long so that no one will complain. it is really my feelings now.just dont know how to put it nicely.
hmmm i m wondering,will i get better if i go to those places again? or go to those places again when i get better?

oh ya. i want jolin's new album. :D she's so sexy.