Tuesday, May 16, 2006

went out to have dinner with my mum. on our way to tampines,2 stupid guys use their hp to take pictures. sounds like something normal to do. but in the end i discovered that they are taking pics of me. dont know why i feel so angry,and i did something that i considered real bad. but to them,it is nothing la. at least i caught them. this is not the 1st time. it happened last week at jurong point. those idiots are from china or malaysia. although not all of them are like that. but...haiz...

buffet day. my mum and i. i love her so much. she know that i want to go there for buffet,even when 'handsome brother' cant come with us today. i m those kind that will get very affected when anything cant meet my expectation. now must admit that i have high expectation for most of the things,and also a perfectionist. virgo character. btw,'handsome brother' got her 1st assignment,and tomorrow is her birthday. wish her a happy birthday. hope she will get more n more handsome.

haiz. when everything is wrong for him,i cant do anything. even if is a simple conversation,it seems so different. only things that i can say is 'everythin's ok?', 'dun think so much', 'take care'. now it will be weird if i say 'anythin can tel me'. hate it when everyone thinks that i have some motive when i care for someone. there's nothing,just that i dont want to see my friends suffer on their own.

most people, including me,wont be able to see our own character,good or bad. we thought that we are doing something right,but in other's eyes,it is the opposite. everyone thinks in a different way. no one is wrong,but just that others cant accept it. naive childish wise mature. it is our character. we have choice to choose what we want?
wo kai shi zhi dao zi ji xiang yao xie shen me le. bu guo shi yao yin wei zi ji xiang yao de er shang hai bie ren,hai shi wei qu zi ji,fang qi zi ji xiang yao de? hai shi yin gai xiang de gen qing chu ne? shui yuan. chuan dao qiao tou zhen de hui zi ran zhi ma???

another thing is,if u dont like what i m posting here,then just dont read. i didnt force you.