Thursday, June 29, 2006

tuition today was tiring. i dont know why. just feel tired. keep looking at my watch and the kid found out that i was so eager to end today's tuition. but he dont want to let me off,after tuition,he took out his colouring book and colour pencils,hoping that i will colour the pictures with him. oh he is so cute,he is the only child. no one to play with because his parents are working. so i stayed back for a while to play with him. he asked me to fold a crane for him,and he wanted to give it to his mum. haha so cute. i was quite unhappy with his parents,because today i supposed to get my pay from them. but they are always hiding from me when i told them i want to get my pay TODAY. i spent so much money. on food on school thingy.

tomorrow. going to the far far end of singapore for some stupid check up. i feel like telling them that i m a normal human being,with my organs functioning so normally. i m so lazy to go there all the way just to have such stupid check up. ya this check up sounds stupid to me. eeek! u think everyone is staying at the west side? and got to pay them $20 for it. not a lot of money,but it is still my money! and yes tomorrow got to hand in FOC form,with $50. money again. i know i m lucky comparing to the other isomers. but haiz money is so important. :(

here is another boring story by nasty me.
guy D is my friend in secondary school. we used to talk a lot and we were quite close friends. everything sounds normal but one day,he suddenly sms me(and some other best friends of his) that he want to have his own time and privacy,he dont want us to chat with him or ask him about anything. at that time,many things happened and we knew that there's something wrong with him. we tried to help. but he refused to accept it. so one by one,we just leave him alone. and after that,he got well by his own,after locking himself up in his room for 4months. and he started to sms us again. we are like maids and slave. got to answer his call reply his sms no matter how busy. or may be it is me who is doing this. i thought he is lonely. he has no friends. i think i m wrong. his best friends ask me to ignore him,dont look for any trouble. but it is too late. for 3 years he has been disappearing/reappearing. disturbing everyone with his sms,asking us to call him. threatening me with some strong words.without appreciating what we did for him. he feels that he is the king,we slaves have to do what he wants. smsing all sort of weird and disgusting things to me when he was drunk. i thought,after 3 years he will be able to think properly,but what i got now is all this. calling us up when he is lonely. never ever think of how busy we are. and i m scared of him. mum asked me to stay away. he might do some weird things. is this called friendship? disappointed.

i just dont want to get killed by someone when i m still so young.