Sunday, July 30, 2006

a big haiz.
today was actually a happy day for me. went shopping,bought new wallet. love my mum. eat chocolate fondue. and guess what? i feel so down now. there's a reason,but it is not convenient to type it here. haiz. just....haiz... tired.
really dont feel like picking up any calls. or chat with anyone on msn. my brain went totally blank and i cant think of anything except the entry. i feel so weak now. i dont know how to reply my mum n sister when they ask me things.
it is true that when i face any problem,i tend to hide. want to avoid any trouble. but feel sad when something really happen,and when actually i can prevent it from happening. what should i do now? i know is not only me who is feeling sad. many people are having more problems than me.
all i can say is...i m lucky to have friends around. big fatty called to console me,give me (false)hope. haiz. no use to hope for something that is so far away from me. it is really tiring. so tired. i need a sleep... use up alot of energy