Monday, July 10, 2006

fragile.
exciting 2006.

i must blog about what happen today.
yesterday i went to bed at about 2am. i had a nightmare. cant remember what was that about,but it is just so scary that woke me up in the middle of the night. then i fell asleep again,another nightmare.my neighbour passed away few months ago,so the apartment next to mine is empty. another apartment is empty too,because my neighbour is scared of things.but in the dream,i saw the 2 houses were so bright,there was lights and many weird things in the 2 houses. so again,i woke up. i tried to sleep again,feeling that it is normal because of the insomnia problem.
3rd time,i woke up again. my mum and sis were already working or studying. this time i woke up not because of nightmare but a burning smell. i was still sleepy,so i just check that the smell didnt come from my house,and went back to sleep again since is early.
5 mins later,a guy knock on my door/window,shouting,asking us to evacuate. this time,something was really happening. i was still so sleepy but have to change and go out immediately. the house upstairs was on fire. when i open my door,i feel like i m such a da ren wu. police car/fire engine/ambulance... the scene is just exciting. worst thing was that i forgot my wallet :( and i cant go back home to take. they are blocking the area,cos the situation seems to be quite serious. i just stand downstairs,waiting for the thing to end. feeling so scared because i was all alone. the whole floor,there's only me. :( the houses are all empty.
cant really explain how it feels,but i remember i was trembling.
by the way,it is the second time that same house is on fire.

i think i m really lucky,some things are helping me. keeping me awake. but errrr it is so scary. exciting 2006 for people in my block. indian woman was killed by her husband on dont know which floor. neighbour found dead in his house,after 3 days. my cat passed away :( . and what happen today.
i hope this will be the last bad thing happen here. haiz.

i m feeling sleeppy now.

the auntie died and the uncle is injured. haiz. feel sad for them.
fragile.
2006 just make me think alot,lots of things happen. people pass away,my bao bei too. cannot be avoided.