Thursday, July 13, 2006

i m getting from bad to worse. haiz. i feel uncomfortable whenever i m alone. even if i m at home. when i close my eyes,many things will just appear on my mind. when i was on my way to tuition today,i keep having the feeling. fear. and when i saw a dog at the void deck,i dont even dare to move. i wasnt like this last time. da fei sms me in the morning about 6am,he was surprise that i was awake. i dont know why,i couldnt fall asleep. every one hour,i will wake up once. wo jiu shi hen pa. may be i need people to be with me?

i saw lion,after my tuition thingy. he changed quite a lot,in terms of appearance.
then meet the isomers at raffles place. had our dinner at lau pa sat. then clarke quay again.
haiz i dont want to be alone.
i ran home after the gathering. i dont want the same thing to repeat. i had overcome it,but why is it coming back again????