Wednesday, July 26, 2006

this is my 3rd post for the day. i have nothing better to do. and i need people to talk to me. guess what? i m talking to 2 people who are down with some depression thingy. what's up with people around me? first,i m not affected. trying my best to get them out. i m just sianz about that missing part of my life. like what vic says. SLOWLY. remember the V6 people. all of them changed. vic is no longer that chiong type. david is no longer the ambitious guy. jerome is no longer the strong brother. and me? i dont know. and i thought david is getting better. in fact NO! rome and him were together yesterday. 2 depression guys. make things worse.
life is short,be happy.
look forward to new things in life.
even me feels tired listening to these,although i m ok. dont feel good seeing them like that. miss the days when we hang out together. miss the laughter. so scary that everything seems to be gone. what is happening?
the conversation with vic today was funny. he changed so much.people change. for the better or worse. we did stupid things in the past,and we were happy. now we want to do stupid things,we dont have the courage. we are getting older!

me? i m excited and nervous. the same old me. 4years. can i take it?