Thursday, August 10, 2006

i think i m addicted to blogging. i feel better after blogging here.

well today my mood is still like yesterday. found out something that i shouldnt have found out. and i tried to keep it from V. but in the end,we feel that it is better to let him know. i feel guilty. i promised V not to ask. he is not angry. he say he will be angry if i dont tell him. haiz. i feel sad for him. ya everything is unfair in this world. we have to face it. something better will happen. must get ourselves out of the depression state.

friend around me are not having a good time. and me too. same fate as them. what to do? just face it... i think i m dependent on one of my very good friend. feel that he understand me best. and most importantly,jiang yi qi! haha. not saying that isomers dont,but they are too busy. i don wanna add on to their problems. aiya what m i talking about? nevermind.

today's lesson was chim! argh... my lecturer speaks in a very weird way. had a hard time concentrating,understanding what he was trying to say. but the lesson was interesting. we watch quite alot of movies. not those spiderman superman kind. it is very abstract till i dont understand. it is stressful because he want us to tell him how we feel about the movie. in the end,i was physically there. but my mind went to somewhere else. and tomorrow is that stupid literature tutorial. haiz. damn stressssssss.

cant stand myself from being so messy. haiz. i got no colour pens.