Wednesday, August 09, 2006

woke up early today. accompany my mum to the sungei buloh nature reserve. haha. so happening right? ya i love the nature. quite happy when i see my mum and her friend get excited. two cute aunties.

then meet up with lk at orchard. got my things done.
then went to adeline's house for potluck. not-so-good things happen. ade discriminate lk,so she just close the door and leave him outside the house,not letting him in. cis and me were quite shocked,dont know what to do. it is her house,we have to listen to her. but in the end i just open the door for him la. feel so bad. because it was me and cis who asked him to come.

ya. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
i was quite excited yesterday,because i thought today will be fun. who knows everyone has to go home or book in so early. :( kind of feeling low actually. when i talk about those things with lao da,it seems that there's no answer and will eventually make both of us unhappy. it is not a good way to solve problem. we dont even know where the problem lies. feel very 失落 after going to ade's house. may be... cos of
-i miss the isomers
-what we discuss make us feel unhappy
-i started to depend on people around me

it is not a good habit i know. trying to get myself out of it.

yesterday's bai fen bai got my dearest BEN! :D if i m in taiwan,i will try to stalk him! haha kidding. he was quite sad because he was forced to do something that he dont really like,instead of singing. he is a singer ok? with talents and everything. but haiz... i just dont understand why B.A.D are disband. so sad. feel really sad for ben. sob........ but i will support and LOVE him forever :D

know what? it is too late... 我慢了一步