Tuesday, September 05, 2006

i guess i m lucky. there's a lot of nice good things happening around me. and when i open my eyes,i realise how lucky i m to be here.
my classmates bought a cake for me,to celebrate my birthday. was touched because we have been together for only one months or less. what matters the most is the sincerity. and i sense it. thanks so much! when i was feeling down yesterday,many of them noticed. well,there's nothing i can change. the choice is with me,and that is to let it be.
we went for sushi buffet after school. honestly,being in the most talkative class is not a bad thing.we are united enough to make other people complain about our noise level. it was fun!

blogger has some problem again,dont think i can upload any pictures today.

he sms me everything if i have given it another thought. i always answer him 'i never think of it'. escaping from reality. and i discovered that it may create some more mental problem for myself. after reading yati's email,i found out that my super-short term memory is not cause by brain cells dying,but me who forced myself to forget things. forgetting everything because there's no limit drawn. sometimes i feel that it is good for me. like now,i forget some parts of things he said. frankly speaking,我好想他。当他对我说实话时，我才开始睁开眼睛，看到别人对我的好。有时，我好想在自己的世界。别人对我的好，我总是没看到，也选择不看到。我答应他，一定要仔细去注意，不要浪费时间。
浪费时间，多么伤人的话。
我会好好的，我不觉得时间浪费了。