Sunday, October 08, 2006

not feeling high now. feeling a bit stressed up again. plus abit moody. sometimes cant differentiate what is real and what is fake. so i rather trust my own eyes. dont like people to ask me who i m referring to in my blog. dont ask ok? because it is my opinion and not just aiming a specific person. i usually write about what i think about people,not a person. so ya. if what i said here is offending,then please dont read. it happened many many times and i dont want any trouble. what i think,is actually what i see in a whole picture. not only 1 person. just want to make things clear. dont want people to kill me after reading my views.

i dont like sunday. every sunday is a moody day for me. eeeek. talk to the girls,and feel that usually people tend to change after some time. i mean change to the worse because they are not afraid of losing someone anymore. when there's a problem,they avoid and ignore. then it become worse,and will end up in nowhere. we girls are silly,to be biased. may be guys are too,but they just heck care. suddenly i think of this peer pressure. i can ignore,but can he? he will let go of me. that's the difference between guys and girls.

my ex-tutee 's parent called. she asked me to teach her kid. because she likes my way of teaching. feel so happy when people appreciate what i did. i dont mind teaching him,but sometimes i will feel super sianz. i dont know why.

got to go out and buy art materials again. hai. i spent lots of money in 3D and 2D. hai. sianz.