Thursday, October 12, 2006

Went to see Pete today about my grades. He was not inside the office. So we waited for him outside. Mao fell asleep on the floor. And the 3 of us are like lost kids. Sitting there and chat very loudly. That’s our style. Can sit everywhere. Haha. I was quite surprised with my grades. Got 2 A’s and 1B. I asked him why I got an A. because I thought I did very badly. Honestly I don’t know what I m doing. Always bending wires, moulding clay, cutting papers. And it looks super weird when I look at it. Pete said attitude contributes a lot. And I m quite happy that he can see me working hard. I think I under estimate some things. I thought of biasness, when has become assumption instead. Sometimes people tend to assume something, but it is not totally true. Pete is quite good in judging people. He told the 3 of us, compared to Sam they all, that we don’t seems to accept criticism. But ya that’s not correct. And the 3 of us seems to do the similar things. Which I think is quite true. Honestly, the 3 of us are not as pro as the others. Mainly because we have no art background. It is always hard to catch up, but we are willing to learn. Well… Pete is really deep. He can really understand our characters.

He also talk about bullshitting. Which is very essential to our life. How? I can bullshit a bit. But I m bad in tao hao teachers. Hate biasness. I m just a quiet student who don’t like to talk to teachers. There’s always a gap in between.

I fell asleep in 4D lesson today. Feel very very guilty and bad. I was really tired. Today ken showed us some movies again. And it is damn disgusting! Sometimes I just cant appreciate the beauty of the movies he showed. Can see the passion in his eyes. I just feel very bad that I fell asleep when he is so enthu. Haiz!

This few days keep staying back in school till very late. Today finally finish my literature essay. I hate literature. Just hope that I can pass and don’t have to retake it. Stupid.

Another funny question. Many people call the school of arts, design and media as SADM or ADM. Then how do you pronounce SADM? Sa-dam? Sa-dumb? Or Saddam??? We were talking about it. Mao’s friend asked her if she is studying is SADM (she pronounce it as Saddam ). Mao’s 1st reaction is : hey I m terrorist loh. Then when people ask us what we study in SADM, tell them we learn how to use riffles? I prefer pronounce it as A-D-M. we are not the saddam people. Sounds so weird!

The ADM pond is super disgusting. Dead insects all over. And unknown creatures are swimming inside. What the. It looks nice, but it is very hard to maintain.

yuck i saw captital X. eeeeeek!!!