Sunday, December 10, 2006

everytime.i listen to forever love,i will think of.... trans' house/srjc(shitty)/some past/how cis chats with me everyday last time. after a year when i listen to it again,it is a different feeling. sometimes... feel that hey it is all over! new life is coming,or has already came. so forever love is really meaningful. but dont understand why the mtv is so damn sad.

early in the morning now. but not six o'clock. still awake chatting with people. se uncle told me about this Neuro-linguistic Programming (NLP). hmmm details read it up yourself. quite interesting. some people use such tactics to get what they want. it still dont work on me yet. because my brain is kind of not working. and also i m stubborn. dont waste time affecting me. not kidding. dont waste your time on me.

just some thoughts.
last time i used to think of future. things that will only happen in future. i used to plan my study timetable before my exams. but never will i follow it. not even once. so what for planning and think so much? most important thing,is to be happy,enjoy whatever u have now. before u lose it. sometimes i think my life is like a cos/sin graph. not a tangent curve luckily. no expectation doesnt mean low quality. it is just up to someone to keep his/her standard. the more you expect,the more you get disappointed. but it depends on what expectations you are talking about. in this case,i have no expectations anymore. i just like it the way it is now.

so.... dont think too much. cheer up. if the worst has already happened,then it will only get better. i hope. that's how i told myself. it should be getting better. the main key of being happy is in our own hands.