Monday, January 01, 2007

happy new year!

i just came back from malaysia. had an unpleasant trip. alot of things happened. i prefer being free.
看到很多人的真面目.妹说大人都很虚伪.好像是需要的,为了生存.有些人像是要把新郎的钱全吸干似的.有点恐怖. 是文化差异还是什么,有点看不惯某些人的行为. 原来朋友和同事两者之间真的有差别.

finally back to singapore. rushed to city hall for count down. hai again someone lied to me again. it doesnt really affect me,但是还是很想摇摇头.
and fireworks!! so nice!! after a year i m finally watching fireworks with the person i want. got 'suaned' by someone. but nevermind,i m happy.

the more u think,the more u doubt,the more you will feel unhappy. keep reminding myself. sometimes hate myself for thinking so much. life is simple but we people are lazy. we complain that life is bored,but will never take any effort in changing anything.
有些人往往只会羡慕别人,但从不看自己拥有的一切,从不珍惜. 太迟了. 什么是知足常乐? 我懂.
move on. i dont know how to express my feelings. dont make assumptions. i know it myself. there's nice people around. open your eyes. but even if there's, you will never appreciate them. did you ever appreciate what i did? idiot freak. move on!

i love you so much that i m afraid to lose you